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Aloha beautiful
it’s been an intense week. Wanted to fill you in as I’m more stable with my health. My energy is still fluctuating as it balances and integrating all the medicines. Please be patient with me if I don’t respond as quickly. I am getting better and better everyday.
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Mid March it was like a hurricane hit me, I got a rare bacterial infection, put on 2 antibotics, and then was hospitalize for 5 days with fusion after fusion and steroids. It’s going to be a bit of time for the recovery. This recovery has many challenges but more GIFTS than I could believe. It’s a whole other layer in surrender, letting go, being in my body, self kindness, self love, faith, asking and RECIEVING!
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The struggle is real! I’ve learned though its part of evolution. Colitis isn’t a gift I would give anyone but it has given me so many gifts. It makes me live more presently, learn more, connect with people more, and surrender the control. Allow for people to help, and not waste my energy of things that don’t matter. It has also develop my intuitive skills and gifts. It makes me appreciate everything I GET to do that I didn’t notice and take time to pause.
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For now business is on pause. Luckily I have a gal that is able to do the spray tans while we figure out our new working relationship. I’m stepping into a different leadership/trainer role…another evolution in development.
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I still don’t know where So You Boutique will land for a physical location. I’m in another move from the cottage I had moved So You Boutique to in November…It’s a messy middle of the cycle. It’s actually an opportunity for me to thrive and design it in another way. It’s an invitation to choose how I want to live. There are so many ways to live. I GET to design my life around the fact. Thank you BJ Miller for this awesome mindsight.
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This video will help explain what is happening now and this healing process. It will also give you 3 tools that may help you with your challenges and listening to the learning and hopeful gifts the universe is flowing for you.
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Be open to the voices and play with it. YOU DON’T have to listen to them though. it’s free will. You can also ask them to leave. They can’t stay if you don’t want them to. you also don’t have to believe everything your mind tells you. Have a conversation with fear and it know it is safe. It is just trying to protect you. Without fear you wouldn’t know how to become fearless. Do it scared! Ask for help and share your journey. It’s not weakness. it’s bravery. I post this so it connects you to what you may be experiencing that is similar but in a world of not knowing how to receive it.
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You can reach out to me anytime. Use my spiritual tools I share with you to do it.
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With Devotion, Love, and Joy
Thuy
“twee”